He's gone

yep, right. He is gone. How was that feel readers? his not going to be there for you, cheer up you, laugh with you, cry with you, giving you un-funny jokes but you still laugh so loud, no long midnight texting with the talk nonsense, understand each feeling, going crazy, gives your shoulders to you when you need. he treat you like his princess and do all stuff to you, he always talk to you every single time each time a day after he's done with his stuff. Asking you if you're okay, have you eat and all off the stuff. And now he is gone. sometimes i think if he just playing with me? first all of he make me fallin in love with him but he also made me broke so deep, he just cut it and leave me with those memories we've been through. sometimes i feel like i was just so stupid to fallin in love with him. Sometimes i think who is at fault ? me ? or him? i admit that i was too fast to falling in love with him. Or is just he is playing with me, i dont know. this just bullshit. but this make me strong. i was lucky to meet him but now i dont think so i just wish that i had never met you. so i dont have to feel this pain, heartbreaks no need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing. i remember this no reason to stay is a good reason to go. i think you know whats its mean right? i cant say he still here he's gone so is good reason to go from this. so cheer up yourself making laugh make fun of you. if he leaves you, you gotta leave too. i know it not easy but you have too. 'its up to you, you want to stay or have another adventure by opening the next chapter.'

love,
kylee  

missing your old friend

missing your old friend its soo sad i miss my old friend in junior high school i miss #RA they have given me so much fun while in the class or out class. i miss my homee room teacher. to be honest when i was in year9 i little bit kinda pretty bad. sometimes i skip class or sleeping in the class i know its a bad thing, but you have to believe me that was so fun and crazy. one thing i miss one of #RA she daa besttt haha. we almost spend time and out of class together. and da basecamp is in theee balcony there's so much much story. she know its. i miss the balcony i miss back yard i miss everything i do in ma old school. im even crying when graduation it wass so sad to leaving your friends. i got my best 3 years there. i miss the gurllss. this is uss yeayyyyy!

love, 

kylee

Relationship?

hey! this the first one i posted. Being in the relationship its not easy that you guys think. I have my adventure in this topic. when you met a guy in somewhere, and you both acquaintance. and you dont have feeling for this guy,you just think you just be friends, but somehow he so into you, you both always keep in contact, hang out together, he care to you and you so, you have the greatest moments with him. and suddenly he say he has a felling for you, and of course you happy because you have a feeling too, but you shy:') but he dont ask you to be her girlfriend. but he keep your photo to be his profile pic because he like it. and you ask him 'why? and who is that girl?' just pretend you dont know but you just wanna test him(?) and he replied 'thats my girl is she beautiful? wanna know her?' you must kidding me! im flyy my butterfly in stomach. you have greatest moments ever with him. and you think this guy is meant for you. but its not run smoothly its broke its not worth it. why? because he tells you that he want to clarify your relationship. and he said ' maybe we just be a best friends not more because im focusing my self to my business. yeah, he is 16yo but he has a company with his father how cool is that? maybe i was the luckiest girl to meet him and be a friend with him and have a greatest moments with him. but its over he said just to be a friends not more.. i was desperate at that time. i cried a long night i was so broke, well i still can say that im still broke. i thought but its not what i thought. there is no one with me. im alone. im done, im out. can i say i miss him? i know maybe he already fall for another girl. but i just want to say i miss him a lot :( i called him SN. SN, im sorry to post this maybe you read this. please dont be mad at me.. im sorry if i say i miss you :( but its true i miss you a lot, i miss spending time with you, i miss the time when we was together. good luck with you hope you will get your goal in you life. maybe this is the last.

love,
kylee